🌿 Appa 🌿

                                                                   

 I ll never have the chance to call "Appa''again!.......

Su Reflection – 26.09.2025  

If my father were here today 26.09.2025, he would have turned 59.

I miss him deeply. He was the kind of father I had deep conversations with about business, family, and wealth. I always wanted more of those talks with him, but life didn’t go that way. He went through two very different phases in his life, and in the mess of it all, I lost not only him but also his company. I tried my best, but at one point, I gave up.

Still, I always carried the hope that he would come back strong come back as the winner I knew he was. That didn’t happen, but I am 30 now and still that little girl who was first inspired by his hard work, his dedication, and his willpower to succeed.

Since the age of six, I followed him from the lorry business to the shop business watching and learning from him. Even though he is no longer with us, I continue to carry his values, his spirit, and above all, his love for our family.

Now, I often find myself helping others, giving them ideas and guidance in business. And every time I do, I think of him. I wish I could have helped him in the same way. For that, I feel sorry.

Sometimes, we still catch ourselves thinking he’s just outstation, like before that one day he will walk back into our Tanjung Malim  home. But he didn’t. And that’s okay. We continue on, assuming he is still outstation for work, carrying him in our hearts.

He is not here, but our love for him never fades. And no matter what,  will keep working to make him proud. "Anak Gunasekaran ? yeah Ayah Saya"

                                 A Daughter's Reflection💚

                                             

_Sumathy Gunasekaran

Two Souls, Two Roads

A Sister from Another Mom: Every Relationship Teaches, and Letting Go Is Part of Life💚

“Behind every separation lives a hidden lesson.”

They came from two different broken families. She grew up in a toxic home, and even in her marriage she found no peace. Su always had a soft corner for her — not just because she was elder, her sister, but because Su carried sympathy for the brokenness she endured.

She was sensitive, expressive, and often loud. Behind her voice, Su always believed there was a soft heart. But she was also someone who found it hard to admit mistakes. Whatever she said was ‘right,’ and she would twist words to avoid facing the truth. Because she was elder, soft, and sensitive, Su never showed her vulnerability to her. Instead, Su listened, supported, and carried her, silently.

For ten years they walked together. She often told Su, “I will never have somebody like you, and I will never leave no matter what.” And Su trusted those words. Whenever her heart was heavy, she would reach for Su — sometimes with long talks, sometimes with quiet moments together. Those times showed how much she trusted Su’s presence, not just as a friend, but as a sister.

But as Su entered her 30s, she realized something important: a friendship without true vulnerability is not a real friendship. Vulnerability is the heartbeat of every bond. So Su finally showed hers. And that was the moment her sister could not stand.

She was still unhealed, fragile, and not yet ready to carry her pain with ........ And in the end, that sister chose separation.

At first it hurt. Su didn’t expect those lifelong love promises to be given and then taken back, to change so quickly. All this while, Su never built such a sisterhood with anyone else. But may be that is the hidden gift of such bonds-they show us what we truly need, and what we must outgrow. At times, Su feels ,Su should have spent those years building a circle of high-vibrational  souls who resonated with her spirit, nurturing relationship that mirrored the light she carried within. 

But with time, Su accepted it. 

We can choose who to hold close, but nature decides who to let go.

Because love, sympathy, and promises alone cannot keep two souls together without healing, honesty, and vulnerability.

            Acceptance is  where peace begins 

Two women. Two sisters. Two paths. Once together, now apart.Yet both stories carry meaning.Because in every separation lies a seed of growth. And in every ending, a quiet beginning…

 Reflection by Su

Reflections with Su

 

Reflections with Su

Su is not just a name — she is a seeker. She moves through life with questions in her heart, not complaints but genuine wonder. She looks at challenges as mirrors, each one reflecting back a truth about who she is and what the world is trying to teach her.

Philosophically, Su carries the voice of change. She is someone who naturally gravitates toward big questions: Why are we here? What is truly meaningful? How can one person make an impact beyond themselves? These questions are not abstract to her — they guide her choices every day.

Psychologically, Su is both resilient and tender. Having shouldered responsibilities early in life, she grew into a maturity that few can understand. Her strength is quiet, her empathy wide. She constantly balances logic with intuition, reflecting, refining, and evolving.

Spiritually, Su believes in energy, vibrations, and the unseen threads that weave destiny together. She often whispers to herself, “I came to make change,” and this belief is her anchor. She aligns her life not just to survive, but to transform — blending material growth with spiritual purpose.

To meet Su is to meet a person who is always becoming. She is not only a professional, not only a thinker — she is an evolving consciousness. And in her journey, she reminds others: life is not just about existing, it is about awakening.

In reflection,

Su 🌿